fearfully and wonderfully made

1000 Gifts: Celebrations all around

2011-10-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

October is turning out to be a busy month for us. The first weekend I was sent away to a beach house by my sweet husband for sometime with some gals on the Atlantic Coast. I had some time to think, relax, and breathe. This weekend we celebrated the first of two birthdays in our household. Next weekend we celebrate another. With the business of fall in full swing I take time to give thanks... remembering that what I truly have is nothing.... it all comes from His hand. Thank You, Father....

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my husband sending me away for some time to breathe

boys' sleeping bags on the floor for a weekend campout at home

mantown weekend at home with dad

sharing a coastal beach house with the girls

late night chats

sleeping in until 8

staying in pajamas until early afternoon just talking

the quiet of the morning to read a good book

a lighthouse standing tall above the treeline to show the way

the sun's explosions of light from behind shade of gray

clouds dotting the blue sky

newlywed pictures at a resort

the feel of warm sand between my toes

the crashing waves

Duck Donuts

bringing prizes home for my little ones

a new kite

having no real schedule

feeling refreshed and restored

coming home to "Mommy! We missed you!"

a 7 year old's wisdom that the waves bow down to their Maker

celebrating the first 365 days of our wee one

bright blue eyes

a smile with only eight teeth

friends and family who join the celebration

the first feel of cake between the fingers

the blessings of gifts

the gifts of blessings

birthday song phone calls from far away :)

a park to play, run, jump, and climb

coming home for a quick dinner and a warm tub

pajama comfort

rocking my littlest to sleep

remembering the needed pain that brought him into the world

prayers and hope for his future

the feel of his little muscles relaxing into sleep

slow steady breath sounds

so thankful for all that God has done!

1 YEAR OLD!!!

2011-10-09T19:49:00.000-07:00

Today we celebrate the first 365 days of our littlest man. As I type this I remember the doctor and nurses, the hospital room, the pain... but none of it compares to the sweet joy of having our sweet one in our lives. I remember it like it was yesterday. New pink skin, alert eyes, all wrapped up burrito style.

Happy FIRST Birthday to my sweet little man. I am so excited to see how God grows you in this next year. Your life is a gift to us. You were the best surprise yet! We love you!

1000 Gifts: Random

2011-09-13T19:24:00.000-07:00

I know that I missed Monday, again. We were busy getting ready to have no school on Tuesday because we had a full schedule Tuesday...not at the house. We spent the full day at church today... having some Eucharisteo. And as God would have it... hearing about Eucharisteo from a friend who spoke at a ladies' luncheon. I love how the Father brings to the front things on which HE really yearns for us to focus!

So I continue my counting... no pictures today... just counting... but thankful, all the same.

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*the Father providing relationships that encourage us to look more like Him
*hearing about Eucharisteo at church
*striving to stop sinning in my grumbling
*hearing my sweet littles singing praises and quoting Scripture when they don't know I'm listening
*the fact that my littles are "getting IT"
*boys sharing cookies with friends
*my sweet friend finding out "It's a girl!"
*a friend returning from AR - it's about time!
*being encouraged
*knowing my Father sings sweetly over me (Zeph 3:17)
*a new ministry opportunity
*somehow finding grace in even the yucky stuff

won't you follow to the gratitude community?

First day of school - not really

2011-09-07T17:49:00.000-07:00

Well - I've been encouraged to take pictures of the first day of school. Normally, any mom would be doing this, right? Because I never sent my kids off on a bus, because I never dropped them off at the door or picked them up at the end of the day I never thought to take pictures if we were just staying at home for school.

This year I remembered only after seeing everyone else posting first day of school pictures on Facebook. So I laid out clothes last night. Told the boys that first thing in the morning they were to get dressed because we were taking First Day of School pictures. After the funny looks and the explanation was finished (because today is actually our 13th day of school) we were ready. This morning we walked out the door, my camera in hand to capture the "almost" first day of school. As soon as we were finished I marched myself back in to the house and wrote on my calendar for next August..."Don't forget first day pictures. " :)

Here they are... second grade and almost Kindergarten. Here's to another year of homeschooling!

1000 Gifts: How quickly I forget

2011-09-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

Yep, we are experiencing the adventures of an active boy ... again! You'd think I'd remember this since this is my third boy. The mischief that they find... things for a mom the years seem to allow to fade away, until of course, it happens all over again.

So here my list continues... today scattered with all the things a momma forgets as her little ones mature.

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~dirt piles on the floor from potted plants

~toilet paper unraveled in a heap under the holder

~underwear that once was folded and in drawers - strewn everywhere

~the box of duplo blocks that was just picked up - now all over the floor- again

~the need for a bath after every meal because somehow food gets in hair

~my bathroom drawer open and hair brushes out

~splashes of water on the toilet seat - praying that my older ones flushed before hand

~chewed grass

~chewed books

~chewed everything

~clothes folded neatly in a laundry basket - no longer folded neatly

~splashes of water all over the floor of the bathroom after a bath

~food around his chair at meal's end... oh how I miss having a dog!

~cheerios stuck to every body part exposed

~retrieving my sweet one from nursery at church, watching him play sweetly until he spots me then seeing him bursting into tears

~the coffee table being cleared of various items - you guessed it... on the floor

~the chase to the electrical outlets

~grocery bags removed from their space

~drinking from bottles that have nothing in them

~magnets that started out on the fridge

~getting into the crayon drawer and finding a snack

~watching my little one grow and explore - even though it may mean another mess needs cleaning

... for these and so many other things I am thankful - and so the counting continues.

(sorry some of the pictures a blurry - I just had to include them )

1000 Gifts: Summer recap

2011-08-30T11:53:00.000-07:00

So I've been gone all summer... doing things... golly - we did so much. I was so busy that I neglected to blog all summer... and I didn't count. I didn't count the blessings. So-

On a day when things have been a struggle... school still isn't finished and it's 2:50 here (we're usually finished by noon - if that says anything)

On a day when I feel like giving up to trudge back to the comfy warmth of my bed....

On a day when all I can do is pray for the strength to take another step in the long race I have to run...

I continue to count! Why? Because it takes my focus off of my struggles and focuses my attention on the ONE who is higher. It elevates my head from the downward/inward fight... to the glorious King who has already conquered!

And I continue on... praising and giving thanks - because it's been way too long!

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A husband willing to put together a garden in the spring heat
Dirty fingers
A brow filled with sweat
A late spring day to play outside - hinting of summer
flip-flops
Walk for Life
Painted Faces
Walking with friends
God's creatures
A visit from GrammaHio
Vacation Bible School
Mission VBS at St. Mary's Home for Disabled Children
The first harvest
Seeing old friends
swimteam cheers
competition
doing your best
summer showers leading to its bounty
fresh veggies grown ourselves
the excitement of finding fruit you didn't think was successful
garden friends
visits home
first roller coaster rides
a wet Aunt who rides the log flume 3 times in a row
playing with a cousin in the pool in the backyard
watching kids squirt each other in the face while wearing swimming masks
the progression from sitting to crawling... FAST!
silly brother pictures

botanical garden mazes
a party for Great Grandma - 93 years! Whew!
pirates playing on hurricane days

This, of course, is just a bit of our summer. We have already started school - we are on our second week , and I am looking forward to the structure that the fall brings. So I keep counting... won't you join me?

so I'm a day late... I at least started it on Monday. :)

Prayer

2011-08-21T11:25:00.000-07:00

Okay, so I guess the summer hiatus is over... I guess this is what breaks me out of my summer break from blogging. I am pleading for friends to pray. The director of our Crisis Pregnancy Center, Toby DeBause, has a son, Sawyer, who went in for a routine adenoidectomy and was back in the hospital almost immediately with fever, rash, and labored breathing. He has since been admitted to the Children's Hopsital - his kidneys stopped functioning and have not recovered thus far. Today was a critical day for kidney function... some other things happened during a surgery to repair a catheter... causing them to find other things.

Here is a link to Toby's blog. Please pray for this family. Sawyer is four.

Thanks for praying.

Next blog will be about lighter things... but for now... wanted to reach everyone I could.

www.debause.com

Longing for home

2011-05-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

Out of the woodwork - here I am again. It's been a long time since my last entry. School, three boys, and life, in general, has kept me too busy to blog. But let me fill you in on the last few months. We wake up, do school, eat, play, have dinner, wash up, and go to bed. Not much really has happened that is all too exciting. We have had the occasional outing - a trip to the beach - we've already had two this year - fun! Also - we again participated in the Walk for Life, so dear to my heart. I'll try to blog on that later - I have some awesome pictures of the boys. And we started a garden. That has probably been our biggest thing this spring. A four bed raised garden. (That is also picture worthy - and will be an entry in and of itself in days to come.)

But today is about a longing. A longing deep within just to be home. Do you ever get it? Home - not back to where you grew up, or where your parents live - but for Home - our final destination, if you are a follower of Christ. Heaven. That beautiful place where there are no more tears, or pain. No more sin. No more temptation... just praise. All. the. time. Praise to the glorious King who is sovereign and reigns forever. Praise to the One who is not confined to time and space. Praise to the Savior who shed His innocent blood to redeem a wretch like me. Praise to my Rescuer, my Friend, my Comforter, my Hope, my Creator, my God, my Life. How I long for Home. Today, with every thing in me. I long for home.

In the run around craziness that is my life, right now - I sit and am still. I long for home. Waiting for the day. Until then I can only stand and fight. and live.

Treasured

2011-03-03T18:15:00.000-08:00

When was the last time you treasured reading God's Word? No, really. I mean treasured it! His love letter to you. When was the last time you were so thankful for it that you wept for joy? Or because you were so excited to get up and read it that you danced? Sound a little over the top? These folks in this video just received the Word of God written in their language. The New Testament was finally translated into their language in March 2010.

The members of the village had a big celebration. God's Word was finally theirs. They could read it. Study it. Treasure it.

Forgive me, Lord, for my sometimes apathetic familiarity to Your Word. From today on may I always be elated to receive Your Word daily - just like these brothers and sisters in far away lands.

The Kimyal People Receive the New Testament from UFM Worldwide on Vimeo.

Oh, and I would be remiss if I didn't wish my good friend Chris a wonderful almost 40th birthday!!! Let the countdown begin.... only 365 more days to go!!!! :)

1000 gifts: A post under the wire

2011-02-28T19:36:00.000-08:00

My 1000 gifts posting usually happens on Monday mornings... it's a Monday "thing"... at Holy Experience - Multitudes on Mondays... something to start the work week off right... giving thanks for the everyday. It's a taking time to breathe in all of the things missed so often because they are, well, regular. I was going to let today slip by... not post... just let it pass... but after reading Chapter 4 of One Thousand Gifts I could not let it go.

My focus has changed... after a hurried day, I slow, read, drink in the words penned with ink. Realize that to have more time I need to slow down. That in my hurry I don't make more time, but lose it. Ironic. That in my rushing through my days... wishing to be one more step ahead... time steals away. Life slipping with it.

But stopping to give thanks... for the everyday seems to halt it. Causing the time to slow. Appreciating the things that so often go unnoticed...

And so I continue my counting of blessings...

711. warm gingerbread cake fresh from the oven

712. Chopsy climbing into my lap for Family Bible Time

713. Hearing "I love you, Mom." and it's lasting ring in my ears

714. the sounds of singing by Monkeyman... "Whatever you do.... do it for the Lord."

715. windy spring days at the park

716. boy strangers sharing toys for adventuring

717. quiet evenings for book reading

718. a gentle rain

719. shortened locks - all for the sake of time

720-722. a crying babe in arms... getting dinner on the table... and my 6 year old to set the table for me because my hands are full

723. a warm meal - filling and satisfying the pangs of hunger

724. wanting chickens for pets

725. garden planning

726-727. soap suds and the fresh scent of lemon verbena to wash away the day's tasks

728. a shared smile

729. the words reminding me to slow down, the only way to share in the eucharisteo... give thanks... and then the blessings.

Please join us in the sharing, remembering, and counting of One Thousand Gifts.

1000 Gifts: Joy

2011-02-21T05:19:00.000-08:00

I've been absent for a while...just haven't had the time to blog - my life has been full of other things to check off the list. But this morning I crawled out of bed - in my groggy state determined to make time for 1000 gifts - because there are so many. Praise to our God who gives us victory - regardless of our time constraints, our feelings, our position, our economic background, our Christian church affiliation, or anything else man made! He is worthy to receive it all!

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*kids asleep on a Monday morning... a chance to celebrate His gifts

*warm winter days of 70 and above

*time to steal away to a park with friends and enjoy fresh air, climbing, running, and freedom

*the excitement of a 7 year old at being able to cross the monkey bars for the first time

*the joy at watching him accomplish this challenge after trying over and over again

*the 4 month old who discovered his ~~screeching~~ singing voice :)

*the sweetheart banquet at our church - with my sweetheart

*our first Vacation Bible School meeting of 2011 - reminding me that summer isn't so far away

*seed catalogs

*a book donated and received ~ to celebrate the journey of 1000 Gifts

*my imaginative 4 year old - using wooden spoons for swords, complete with a "shinging" sound as he defeats the bad guy pirates

*sticks and their many uses for a boy

*God's provision

*trying out new recipes

*socialization for homeschool moms :)

*open windows before the pollen flies

*Grandma Hio celebrating another year of life!

*library books

*putting Scripture in the memory vault to be used later as the Holy Spirit calls it to mind

*For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. Heb 4:12 NAS

1000 Gifts: A Peek at Spring

2011-02-07T12:40:00.000-08:00

Just last time I posted my counting of countless blessings I entitled the post In the Bleak Midwinter. The Lord knew I needed a peak at spring. So last week on Tuesday after I posted Monday He generously gave me a taste of the spring to come.

Continually counting the blessings....
671. - 690.

~ 54 degree days on the first of February

~stealing away to a park and away from school for a bit

~ homeschool mommy socialization time

~delicate blooms poking through dormancy

~belly laughs of infancy

~a 6 year old reader

~"Mom will you sit with me?"

~"Mom, how come they love me so much?" - said by a 4 year old of friends

~the calming of praise the KING when worries creep in

~Words so true: We will remember by Tommy Walker

~hot cocoa

~ boy faces

~ quiet time alone with the Lord while boys play in the background

~library books

~ birthday parties

~ encouragement

~ a regular call from my sister just to chat

~ a book donated so that I may become more acquainted with GRACE

~the blog originally beginning the journey of 1000 Gifts

~ enjoying the community of those who are counting their graces with me

there are so many more than 1000... won't you join the counting?

1000 Gifts: In the Bleak Midwinter

2011-01-31T17:43:00.000-08:00

Yes, it's still winter. How I long for spring! Ready for warmer temps, new blossoms, fresh cut grass, and being outside. And while I wait, I count my blessings until we get there.

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fresh baked monster cookies

watching the kids of a friend while she attended a meeting

6 kids from 12 years to 3 months - cuddled on the couch enjoying a movie under cozy blankets

continuing to memorize Philippians

the sweet smile of an almost four month old

sunshine

an extra car for a week

the pass sticker on our van for a clear inspection - Praise the LORD!

books from the library - learning and preparing - fresh veggies here we come!

ordering seed packets

sushi with the girls - YUM!

laughter

a hot shower

a Christmas bonus - blessings unexpected

reading with my boys during lunch - Eric Liddell, Henry and the Paper Route, and countless others

daddy coming home from work

breakfast for dinner meals

new books for mommy

the joy of learning

Godly counsel

the bald spot on a four month old from rubbing his tiny hairs away

the hair fringe of a four month old

boys in bed by 8 pm

treasuring hunting on the weekends - kids finding treasures - silly bands, shiny stones, action figures, skateboards - in small boxes hidden among the everyday

being outside for a long chunk of the day to walk, hunt, breathe, bask, laugh, and remember that warm weather is just a few months away

Major Homeschool Project: #2

2011-01-18T11:49:00.000-08:00

A long time ago, like back at the beginning of the year, I started a journey of doing "fun things" that tied in to our lessons... remember the archaeological dig? Back in August? Well, we kind of got side tracked when we really got into the swing... and then there was the baby that I had in October - which really threw me off. I seemed to get into the "check it off the list" mode, instead of the - this is really fun to do and they are still learning mode.

BUT now we are back! Last week while learning about Crete we also learned about an island that was inhabited called Thera. Thera was a volcanic island... obviously, the people had to leave when the volcano began to erupt. The people living on Crete left also because the two were so close together. Crete was covered in ash, and the crops had all died. So the inhabitants left also.

So as a project we created a volcano. A little plaster of paris, a little paint, a little water, some baking soda, food coloring, vinegar, and dish soap - and of course, two VERY EAGER BOYS to get into all of it and viola! Instant volcano!

Here are photos of the lastest project!!! Hooray for homeschooling!

Here's the decorating/painting part! Both boys got to take turns painting the volcano... all we had was brown... so that's what we used... good thing the only color we had wasn't blue or purple... that would have been odd.

And here is the FUN part... the EXPLOSION!!!!!!

1000 Gifts: More of Life

2011-01-17T11:25:00.000-08:00

Over a year ago I began a journey of counting 1000 gifts. Every Monday making a list of how God has blessed me... a running list of graces. The gal who began the whole journey wrote a book coming out today, if not, very soon... about how to count God's graces, and why to count God's graces... to look to the blessings that are just that, as well as the hardships that the Maker turns into blessings...and my list goes on...

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~ A challenge: Hiding the entire book of Philippians in my heart in 2011 with our church family!

~ another stretch of 7 hours of sleep

~ ice cream sundaes

~ a few hours of time to clean on a Saturday

~ clutter free rooms

~ homeschooling in jammies

~our littlest man singing in church - even after the music has stopped

~ homemade ginger cookies

~ an impromptu change of plans to say good-bye to a friend going on missions

~ rainy days

~ my mother-in-law teaching me how to be an excellent mother-in-law by example

~ a friend's sweet reminder "No battle. No victory."

~ a new Bible Study

~God speaking

~ laying it down

~ "You can be as wrong as wrong can be..."

~ a new book

~ Every morning You are faithful...

~ creating a new compost bin

~ library books and a new challenge - gardening

~ reading about champions of the faith with my boys

~late nights - all is quiet- dreaming boys, sleeping husband, thankful mom

~ counting to 1000 and beyond - gifts of grace, mercy, and joy that the Father has so lovingly bestowed on this sinful creature... the one He loves out of none of my merit... except that He created me and I am His!

What is YOUR calling?

2011-01-11T13:22:00.000-08:00

What is YOUR calling? This is a question that I have been pondering for some time now. My calling... what has God intended for me? What has He asked of me? What does He have for me?

The reason for the introspection is just that I have been thinking these questions because a great friend (D.) just left today, with her family, for a hostile part of the world. So hostile that it is only known by a few exactly WHERE she is going. A few years ago her husband felt the calling to missions. Being the submissive wife, D. went along with the calling. And as a committed follower of Christ she said, "Oh yeah. We'll go somewhere like a third world country and tell others about Jesus. Somewhere like South America or Asia. It'll be fun." I remember her telling me that she was excited about the prospect of going to these places. Places that didn't necessarily have a reputation for hostility toward the Gospel of Christ. But God didn't call them there. To those places. God called them to a place of hostility. Even extreme danger! WOW!

I think of her and her family. Her husband and four children. YES! FOUR CHILDREN! In a country HOSTILE to the GOSPEL! Could I do that? Could I live that?? They are so willing to follow what God has for them that they have sold all of their belongings except a few things and are moving, at least for the next three years, to this place. All for the love of a Savior. THE SAVIOR. The Savior who loved us so much that He died for us... took our place on an ugly cross. He took the HOSTILITY of sin and bore it on His very own shoulders so that we could have a friendship... a relationship with GOD.

They, D. and her family, are going so that those who are hostile to the Gospel, might have a chance to know it and receive it. They are going with the HOPE that strangers may come to know JESUS who died for them...

For the Scripture says, “Whoever believes on Him will not be put to shame.” For there is no distinction between Jew and Greek, for the same Lord over all is rich to all who call upon Him. For “whoever calls on the name of the LORD shall be saved.”   How then shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him of whom they have not heard? And how shall they hear without a preacher? And how shall they preach unless they are sent? As it is written:

      “ How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the gospel of peace,
      Who bring glad tidings of good things!”
Romans 10:11-15

Wow! How much do I love friends? Enough to feel uncomfortable? How much do I love strangers here in the States? Enough to receive a bit of ridicule for my beliefs? How much do I love foreigners living in countries hostile to the Gospel of Christ? Enough to lay down my life?

John 15:13 says this, "Greater has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends." D. is laying down her life. She is willing to give up her life. Her life in suburbia. Her life of comfort. Her life of safety. Her life. So that she and her family can tell others about Jesus' love. I always considered that laying down your life meant dying. It doesn't necessarily mean that. It means surrender. Surrendering your comforts. Surrendering your income. Surrendering your safety. Surrendering those things that I hold on to so tightly sometimes. D. is going. She heard the call. She is obeying. May I be so obedient when I hear God calling. Whatever He asks of me - I desire to do it because HE IS SO WORTH IT!

The Friendships of Women

2011-01-07T10:31:00.000-08:00

Many years ago my father-in-law loaned a book to me... or maybe he gave it to me... I'm not sure which. I still have it. If it belonged to the library I would owe a HUGE sum of money on it by now. But, I digress.

The book, entitled The Friendships of Women, was a great read. It described how God created women to be relational - emotionally and spiritually, showing us a true picture of who He is.

As I was headed out of town last weekend to visit my longtime friend, AKA BFF - I considered her place in my life... as well as the other women that I consider family. There are not many, but those that the Lord has placed there are so special for so many different reasons. It's actually funny when I think that the Lord placed these wonderful women in my life... because I couldn't have done as fantastic of a job as He did. And typically, just when I think that things couldn't get any better and that all is right with the world, He up and moves one to remote places where I can't chat with her regularly (That's what I get for living in a military town. :) ) or allows her to somehow not be as primary in my life. But as He moves her, and I weep and mourn over the loss that I am feeling by watching another special friend move away - He drops another right in my path... not to take the place of the one that has left - but to build a new relationship to hone me in a different way. Just like a stone has many facets - if one of the facets isn't buffed and rubbed in just the right way it won't show it's brilliance to the fullest extent.

Each of these women hone me - to encourage me to shine brilliantly. Each one has different strengths and weaknesses... each has different talents and dreams. And just like a puzzle - each one fits me "just right" in certain areas - challenging me to be who God intended for me to become.

As I reflect on each of these girlfriends, I realize how much I am loved by God Himself. He specifically chose each one of these women to be in my life at this time... He knew I would need each of them for talking, laughing hysterically, weeping, confiding, receiving admonition and advice, and just being. They challenge me, check on me, encourage me, and pray for me. And as I just finished visiting BFF - I praise the Lord Almighty for all of the ways He shows His love for me... specifically today, for the relationships of precious women who I consider special friends. To those women - I love you more than you'll ever know.

1000 Gifts: New Year Blessings

2011-01-03T11:50:00.000-08:00

It is good to give thanks to the LORD
         And to sing praises to Your name, O Most High;
    To declare Your lovingkindness in the morning
         And Your faithfulness by night

Psalm 92:1-2

With much thanksgiving I continue my list of blessings too numerable to count...

601-621...

* a road trip weekend to see friends who are family

* the energy of a four year old boy

* playing outside in the fresh air

* a trip to the National Zoo

* worshiping together

* high fives during the greeting instead of the customary pleasantry of a handshake

* chili dogs with cheese, homemade doughnuts, Star Wars pancakes, and all of the other goodies from the weekend

* the point in life when staying up to ring in the New Year isn't as important as the tired feeling making the eyes heavy

* "I wish you could stay another day." and "I wish we didn't have to go home." heard the whole weekend long

* watching boys grow and mature - from wee babes to tall 12 and 10 year old young men

* the sweetness of a friendship with young men known since infancy

*Chops playing with a Lollipop - making dinner in a new pink kitchen

*introducing the newest member of our clan to them

* silly jokes that make little sense to grown ups - "What do you call a man that's made out of a cannonball?"

* a challenge to RUN without weights that slow us, avoiding the sin that halts us - for the purpose to glorify the ONE who is WORTHY

* finding freedom in the word "NO"

* a picture of grumpy faces having no fun and then the real photo

* good-byes with the promise to do this type of fun weekend adventure again soon

* a good bye hug from a big girl with a big smile who wouldn't come near me at the beginning of the weekend

* a safe trip home through rain and traffic

* the "back to routine" of this first full week of January 2011 - school, work, church, and life - remembering that our God is not a God of chaos - but a God of order.

Praise God from Whom all blessing flow.

Praise Him all creatures here below.

Praise Him above, ye heavenly hosts.

Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost!

Happy Birthday, Jesus!

2010-12-24T15:56:00.000-08:00

“Arise, shine; for your light has come,
And the glory of the LORD has risen upon you."

Isaiah 60:1

And His name shall be called
Wonderful,
Counsellor,
The Mighty God,
The everlasting Father,
The Prince of Peace
Isaiah 9:6

“The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel” (which means “God with us”). Matt 1:23

Then the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid, for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which will be to all people. For there is born to you this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. Luke 2:10-11

Celebrating the BEST GIFT ever today and throughout the year!!!! Merry Christmas to you! And Happy Birthday to Jesus, my Savior!

1000 Gifts: God With Us

2010-12-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

Oh Come, Oh Come Emmanuel!

Have you ever really stopped and considered what these words mean? The enormity of the concept of God leaving His throne to be born in a barn among the animals? It was probably pretty cold. The stench of the animal dung lingering in the air... no place for a baby - much less a King Creator who spoke everything into existence!

God with us - every. day. Every step we take, every decision - be it wise or foolish - He is with us. While we are alone and hurting or celebrating and joyful - God remains with us.

Counting on that truth today.

583 - 600.

~an early snowfall - God's reminder that we are as unique as the fallen snowflakes - no two alike.

~ a Christmas cookie exchange with a friend - time with ladies who love Jesus

~walking into Bible Study and having friends loving on the new baby

~ homemade pumpkin bread from generous friends

~God knitting together friendships that are eternal

~impromptu taco dinners

~hearing my oldest whisper to my youngest "God loves you!"

~being a tv star - if only for a day and helping out some folks in a bind

~God blessing something that I wasn't looking forward to by making it fun just like I asked Him

~meeting new people and falling into friendships with them - with our KING being the common thread

~ a sweet sister - organizer extraordinaire - who came over to help me purge and stage

~the tree finally up - the blessing of a new (to us) prelit tree - for much less than we expected

~ my Jesus - healing my hurts, being with me, removing "log jams" - making it more able for me to hear Him.

~ already two months old - our quiet time together - nursing then talking about all sorts of secret things.

~my awesome husband - completing a tedious task so I don't have to - Jeremy, you are AWESOME!

~remembering that I am called to think on "Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable, or excellent or praiseworthy!"

~ our oldest's first ever Christmas program - hearing songs over and over - practicing and worship - and our oldest grasping the true concept of what Christmas means.

~ a song in Bible Study - a new Christmas favorite - bringing tears to this momma's eyes - to think of the love of a Savior - God with us!

Matthew's Begats

2010-12-08T10:19:00.000-08:00

One of the pastors of our church sang this with his family at a luncheon yesterday. Usually he has a scroll on stage and as the song is sung the kids unroll the scroll to show the names of Jesus' lineage. I love this song and will someday memorize it with my boys.

The reason for the memorization is to remember that God's grace is abundant in allowing several, who were, by human standards, unworthy to be in the lineage of the KING of KINGS! But only by God's infinite grace did He include harlots, murderers, and commoners in his lineage! And to remember that He was born for me!

Take a listen!

1000 Gifts: A Change of our Hearts

2010-12-06T07:18:00.000-08:00

When upon life's billows you are tempest tossed,

When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,

Count your many blessings, name them one by one,

And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.

~Johnson Oatman, Jr.

(Thanks Heather)

This past week was rather harrowing. A trip to Kroger with three boys in tow - meltdowns abundant. Children who were less than obedient and rather rambunctious throughout the week. Complaints about having to "do school", and just general disgruntledness among all in our household. HOWEVER, this blog is about thankfulness - things that God has done. Seeing the better side of things and how His blessings are abundant. every. day.

So with that I continue to count blessings!

569. The season of Advent - preparing our hearts for the coming KING!

570. After a melt down in the store - my older two discussing how they were loved and known by our Father before the beginning of the world.

571. warm tears from this mom and the idea that they are "getting it"

572. Practice for Christmas programs declaring the coming of a Savior with Monkey participating in song

573. Supernatural - 24/7 Children's Church at CF

574. Watching my two older boys dance and sing - "Jesus is my Superhero"

575. The blessing of four straight days of seven uninterrupted hours of sleep as the little one goes through a growth spurt - rest for momma.

576. An evening of fellowship - Bible study Christmas Celebration - White Elephant gifts galore - and some regifts from last year bringing tons of laughter.

577. A clean living room - ready for decorating.

578. Friends who take the boys and the husband out of the house to the park so the living room can be cleaned - thoroughly!

579. Laughter

580. A restful Sunday afternoon

581. A dusting of snow

582. Christmas cookies from friends

Worth It!

2010-12-02T14:20:00.000-08:00

The past several weeks we have been thrown into a new life station... now we have three boys instead of just two. Some might not think that that is a big deal... I would definitely argue said point. I only have two hands instead of three, and although the baby doesn't really need to be corralled at this point... my other two require my two hands and four or five others at times... making for an interesting trip to the grocery store - or anywhere else we may go.

Speaking of the grocery store... it was today's adventure. Sometimes after I go places with my guys I wonder what I was thinking after the fact. Today was one such day. I prayed on the way to the store - out loud for the boys to hear - for God's favor, for a calm trip, for sanity. We were good until about half way through.

My boys were permitted to push the little carts - first mistake. I was trying to be accommodating for them... not a wise choice. I was initially hoping my oldest would want to push his baby brother in the big cart - to no avail. I'm sure several customers got a chuckle of the cart parade winding up and down the aisles of Kroger - like a momma duck with her ducklings... however, my ducks kept running into me and each other. Half way through the trip I ditched both little carts because it was getting ugly. This brought about fall out number one.

Fall out number one subsided rather quickly for my oldest - although he made it clear in no uncertain terms that his heart was NOT happy anymore and that his attitude was having a hard time adjusting. BUT there wasn't falling on the floor accompanied by a heaping helping of screaming and crying for which I was so thankful. BECAUSE fall out number one which DID include a heaping helping of crying and screaming continued with my now middle child through the rest of the trip (about 20 more minutes of shopping) until we reach the check out.

Commence fall out number two: middle child screaming because he wants gum instead of the M&Ms I promised for good behavior (only because I had a coupon for free M&Ms :) ). Laid out completely on the floor in line at checkout. Screaming. Wailing. Like I'm the worst mother in the world. All I could say was "Jesus!" "Jesus!" - not in an expletive manner, mind you. But calling out for help - because at this point - He is the ONLY ONE that could help. The cashier actually asked me how I was doing. I looked at her and asked in complete honesty (not sarcastically or rudely)- "Do you really want to ask me that question now?" Reassuringly, she encouraged me by telling me we have all been there - I smiled weakly , picked my child up off the floor, and paid for my groceries.

While we are driving home - at this point middle child has calmed down - (praise the Lord Jesus!) my oldest says to calm middle child - "Isn't it so cool that God knew us before He created the world!" Middle son said, "Yeah! Before He created me." Then I jumped in and added, "He knew us AND HE LOVED US!"

My children ministered to me in the midst of my crazy afternoon. I was brought to tears, not because of behavior that was uncontrollable, but because my children are getting it. They can be challenging sometimes. BUT they are getting it. The realization that my LORD not only knew me before the dawn of time, BUT He also LOVED me. He knew my issues! He knew my inadequacies! He knew my sin - and LOVED me. It brought me to tears because my kids are getting it AND because of such huge shortcomings I have to hurdle as a parent. I wonder why God thought that I was enough to parent these young men. How He saw that I was the best choice - I'll never know. But I will press on... the race isn't over. I may struggle sometimes - many times... but my goal is to raise Godly men who love their LORD. And after the struggles of today (and yesterday - but we're not going there) I'm pressing on with enough encouragement - just those few words spoken by my boys.

It's all WORTH IT!

1000 gifts: A month of thanks

2010-11-15T10:46:00.000-08:00

All the way my Savior leads me; What have I to ask beside?

Can I doubt His tender mercy, Who thro' life has been my guide?

Heavenly peace, divinest comfort, here by faith in Him to dwell!

For I know whate'er befall me, Jesus doeth all things well.

All the way my Savior leads me; cheers each winding path I tread,

Gives me grace for ev'ry trial, feeds me with the living bread;

Tho' my weary steps may falter, and my soul athirst may be,

Gushing from the Rock before me, Lo! a spring of joy I see.

Fanny Crosby

555. the voice of the Lord giving direction and reassurance

556. a clear message

557. obedience

558. freedom

559. the matchless grace of Jesus

560. a warm sunny afternoon and a chilly night

561. a group of homeschooling moms meeting for encouragement and "socialization"

562. a five week old boy - with crooked baby smiles and tired yawns

563. a visit from my sweet sister... a plan to paint falling through to spend time just enjoying each other

564. a fall trip to our favorite garden

565. an afternoon nap for a Daddy and new son

566. prayer - our lifeline to an all powerful Creator

567. two brothers - growing bigger and closer all the time

569. a family - minus one - enjoying a day at the garden (the one was in the stroller - fast asleep)

568. Holy! Holy! Holy is the LORD God Almighty! Who was, and is, and is to come!

Random acts - Making His Name Known

2010-11-10T19:58:00.000-08:00

This video was taken at Macy's Department Store in Philadelphia in October. What an awesome way to praise the LORD and make His name known among the people. This Random Act of Culture could have chosen any classical choral piece - but they chose one of the most famous and most God honoring pieces ever written.

To God be the glory!

When He Speaks

2010-11-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

While growing up I attended a very traditional church. I still do. There is not a lot of talk about hearing the Lord when He speaks. I've never heard the Lord speak in an audible voice. As a matter of fact, 20 years ago I would have been very skeptical of anyone who had said that they "heard" from the Lord. I just didn't think He worked that way. I knew that He used His word to tell us things He wanted us to know... but I never took the words from His Word personally. Like He was using them to communicate to me. I thought they just conveyed stories and lessons from those who have gone before - compelling me to learn from their mistakes and follow their wise decisions.

However, I can tell you now, after being in His Word, after walking with Him, after having fellowship with Him, after experiencing His goodness to me time after time after time - I have heard Him speak. Just today I was reading with Monkey for school. We have been studying the Children of Israel and the exodus from Egypt. For our Bible time we were reading out of chapter 14 of Exodus. Here is what the Lord had for me this morning... specifically in verses 13 and 14:

Moses answered the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the LORD will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today you will never see again. The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.”

This morning I REALLY needed these verses for many reasons. The demands of my sweet new blessing have me up several times in the wee hours of the morning with feedings and diaper changes. The rest of my family is needing me as well. Even more so than before. The boys demand more of my time because they are feeling the effects of my time being given to the baby. My husband wants me to spend time with him. I am feeling pulled in every direction. Feeling exhausted and having nothing to give... while still my family requires more of me. This morning I HIT THE WALL! I could do it no longer.

I also have realized since having children that I have some issues. I never thought I was an angry person. It took a lot for me to get angry. Most things that bothered me just rolled of my back like water off a duck. But since I had children I have seen the ugliest side of myself. I have seen myself scream at my boys - something I never thought I would do. And with lack of sleep and more demands my angry reactions have continued.

Last night I was in Bible Study at church under our pastor's leadership. Our pastor spoke of meekness - defined as being humbled before God and gentle toward others. Wow! A hit between the eyes. In my anger I have not been gentle with my boys.

Tonight I am meeting with some friends to pray over my angry reactions. The appointment has been on the calendar for over two weeks now. Don't even think that my hitting the wall today and my appointment tonight was sheer coincidence. There is no such thing. It's the desire of the enemy to keep me from going to pray... to have me continue to live a defeated life... to incapacitate me... to render me useless for His service.

All these things to say that the verse that I read this morning literally took my breath away. As I read the verse it was almost as if the Lord held my breath. The words - deliverance, stand firm, be still - held so much power. Because they were from the Lord... and they were FOR ME! My Father wants me to BE STILL and know that HE is going to rescue me! He is going to FIGHT FOR ME! All I need to do is be still. What words of affirmation!

Speak on Lord! I'm listening!

1000 Gifts: Abundance of Blessings

2010-10-25T11:34:00.000-07:00

The unthankful heart discovers no mercies; but the thankful heart will find, in every hour, some heavenly blessings.
-- Henry Ward Beecher

542. Late night feedings in the quiet of the house - opportunities to think, pray, reflect, and give thanks!

543. Meals from friends

544. A mountain of laundry to fold

545. Nursing my boy to sleep

546. Crooked baby smiles

547. Monkey receiving his very first Bible in church - the right of passage for a first grader.

548. Our church family providing God's Word to children - living and active

549. the same boy waking up Monday morning to have some quiet time with Jesus.

550. Brothers loving on the newest one - hugs that may be too tight... and wanting to hold and see him all the time... love just the same.

551. A joyful reunion with those who have prayed together, shared Scripture, and wielded weapons of warfare

552. My incredible husband... taking on so much more - trying to get so much accomplished with so little sleep.

553. Wonderful, thoughtful gifts from friends...for the newest kidlet and for me... to bless us.

554. Ghiradelli chocolate bars - for those times when you just can't cope anymore... I think I may eat two entire bars now! Thanks Heather for helping me keep my sanity !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

2010-10-19T05:54:00.000-07:00

Has it REALLY been four years????

Four years... You have turned into my

wreckless abandon, sweet spirited, no holds barred, smart, smiling

full of life - sunshine.

You make me laugh constantly... always keeping momma on the go.

There is never a dull moment when you're around.

You are a stranger to no one... so easy to make friends.

Such a love for Jesus.

We are so blessed to call you son!

We love you-

Happy Birthday, Chops!!!!!

We are so proud of you.

1000 Gifts: Welcoming New Life

2010-10-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

Psalm 139: 14-18

For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

your eyes saw my unformed body.
       All the days ordained for me
       were written in your book
       before one of them came to be.

How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!

Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.

531. The pains of labor growing stronger - new life on the way.

532. A trip to a mountain park - to walk, to climb, to wear boys out

533. A gramma to come and care for soon-to-be big brothers late on a Saturday evening.

534. A friend showing up at the hospital right behind us to encourage me through the necessary pain of labor

535. Our child's desire to enter the world in a hurry!

536. A healthy boy - brand new pink skin, open eyes, a sweet face - a new name

537. Late night visits at the hospital from family and friends who rushed in to see God's most recent blessing

538. God's humbling blessing of provision - meals and visits from friends showering His love on us

539. Coming home

540. Love from brothers eager to see their new sibling

541. Family - once four members, now five - God's surprises never ending.

For these and so many other blessings, I give thanks!

1000 gifts: Countless blessings

2010-10-04T14:16:00.000-07:00

A new month to celebrate more gifts... gifts given so freely by my Creator

516. Cooler fall temperatures.

517. God's hand of protection over our house during wind, rain, and tornado warnings.

518. Dinner brought by a friend - to help out a momma tired from a long day.

519. Dinner with the girls - laughter hard enough to put me in to labor... almost.

520. Much needed appointments on a Sunday morning - first in Bible study, then again in service...God drawing me nearer to Him.

521. Conviction by the Holy Spirit

522. Hearing God's voice

523. A beautiful Saturday - perfect for cleaning the house and a mantown adventure hike in the woods.

524. A homeschool mom who stopped over with her crew and a dissected frog to show my boys - how cool!

525. A Sunday afternoon nap on a cold and rainy day.

526. Baked oatmeal

527. Crockpot meals made in the morning... ready to eat in the evening.

528. Earning a black belt - a long awaited goal - now accomplished!

529. A new sport to try - and a coach and teammates who love Jesus - the most important thing!

530. HOPE!

For these and so many more... I give thanks.

The Battle of Brokenness

2010-10-03T14:17:00.000-07:00

Here I sit... quiet in the house... boys gone with their daddy to a church meeting, where I would normally be, except for the fact that my tummy is swollen with a little one inside... momma needed rest.

The past few weeks I have been in battle. Fighting tooth and nail with brokenness. Sometimes almost to the point of exhaustion - broken in my relationships, broken in my strength, broken in my struggles. Just broken.

And this broken work has pushed against the goads in my brokenness. Unraveling with angry words to my boys when they have done something that bothers me. Snapping at my husband for something simple left undone. Accepting guilt that is not mine to take, but that which the enemy gives all too willingly.

BUT in the quiet of a moment with God in the morning... a whispered prayer for the Lord to be with me... knowing He is... feeling His presence in His WORD... because the WORD became flesh and dwelt among us... with the quality of being living and active - I am still. Still enough to hear the gentle loving words of affirmation - you are broken.

In the quiet I allow the flood of reality wash over me. I was born broken because of sin. Even with a supernatural heart change, I still live broken. Broken in a broken world. And what's most frustrating to this broken vessel - is striving to be like Jesus ... perfection - who once came unbroken - but became broken for me. He experienced the true battle of brokenness - God-Man perfection living and loving among broken people in a broken world.

He takes this broken vessel and continually reshapes it in His hands - reforms me for His use. And the use of this broken vessel reshaped time and again - is for whatever would bring Him glory. For He didn't come to make perfect - He came to forgive. In that forgiveness I am made blameless, spotless, without reproach before my Creator!

So the battle continues... to strive to be more like Jesus - but with the reminder that I won't ever be unbroken here. I will always be among broken people this side of heaven - living in a world filled with brokenness... but more importantly - I stand forgiven! And because of this gift... I can forgive others in the same broken state... and forgive myself for my brokenness.

1000 Gifts: Gratitude- Even When It's Tough

2010-09-27T10:35:00.000-07:00

505. Mondays, a fresh start to a new week, even if it means an extra set of husband hands have gone back to work.

506. Rain - watering the earth with God's refreshing goodness... a day inside instead of playing outdoors

507. God's refining fire... uncomfortable to this stubborn metal... but eventually used to reflect His face - if I am willing - after the dross has been removed

508. God's love for me being so deep that He yearns to transform me into being more like His Son - even though it can be full of pain and strife at times

509. My son's memory verse for last week reminding me that "All discipline seems not joyful at the time, but sorrowful; yet for those trained by it, afterward it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness." Hebrew 12:11

510. Gramma visits: for field trips, watching the boys for doctor visits, and giving Mom and Dad a time just to get out to be together.

511. A new refrigerator... given by a friend - God's provision for our family.

512. Recognizing that accepting stress is a choice - and instead basking in God's command to "Be still."

513. Trusting that the Almighty will not give me more than I can handle... even when my wits seem at their end.

514. A deep breath

515. God's grace liberally given to me...so that I may give it in return.

Homeschooling: Project number 2

2010-09-08T11:09:00.000-07:00

We have been in school for four weeks now. It's quite hard to believe. It seems like we just started yesterday, but almost a month has passed, and we are well on our way into our studies.

One thing that we really have had fun with is our Story of the World Activities. There are so many cool ideas. I have left Fridays open for field trips and activities - and boy, have we been busy!

Our first project was the archaeological dig. The boys loved it. Which leads us to our most recent project --- flooding the Nile River. We gathered materials and made a Nile River replica after studying it during the week. We added rocks for the mountainous area and lined the riverbed with some pebbles to keep the foil (which was the river) from floating.

Yet again - another "knock it out of the park" project. Both my boys loved it. What was even more exciting was to see the "crops" grow. The flooding worked. The crops were bountiful. Another project successful. (Thanks Heather and Kit for a great recommendation in this book!)

This week we are looking at Joseph. I think that a coat of many colors is on the agenda... we'll see.

1000 Gifts: Really thankful?

2010-08-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

A while back the "leader" of the gratitude community posted about things that she praised God for- even things you wouldn't necessarily consider. Things that may weigh a mom and wife down. Things that seem at the time to be more of a burden than a blessing. Today I concentrate on these... realizing that they are a true blessing... because of the meaning behind them. For these I thank God... remembering His multitude of blessings.

495. fingerprints on a mirror just cleaned - the little hands that left them there

496. an abundance of laundry needing to be folded and put away - the clothes that we have been provided

497. a refrigerator that breaks during the middle of the week - the reality that we have food to nourish our bodies

498. sometimes cranky children who sometime show disrespect - an opportunity to mold hearts closer to His image - and the gentle reminder from our Lord who reminds me of my heart needing constant molding.

499. a house in need of constant tidying... a place to rest our heads at the end of a busy day

500. bills in need of payment - God's constant never-ending provisions

501. morning routine - rousing the boys to do their chores - molding young men to be helpers and hard workers

502. the pains and aches of a momma heavy with child - new life soon to come

503. back to the routine of school - the opportunity to train my children at home

504. the soon coming heat and humidity - a few last days to play in the ocean waters and enjoy the fleeting days of summer

Love this!

2010-08-27T07:17:00.000-07:00

There are just some things that have to be experienced. Parenthood is one of them. You can't just see someone else parent or take a few classes to make you a parent. Even this teacher thought that I knew a lot about raising kids from all of the college classes I had on education. LITTLE DID I EVEN KNOW!!!!!!!

We are caught in this funny area of our lives where my husband and I are on survival mode most of the time. My goal sometimes is just to be able to get through the day without the kids hurting themselves or each other. If I can just make it until bedtime... that is success to me. I wonder when times will slow down. If I could just get some rest. Whew!

This morning - while taking a break and catching up with friends on Facebook I ran across this wonderful video by one of my favorites. You know her from her fame singing the Momsense Song to the Tune of William Tell Overture. She's back with another awesome song... a love story. Take a listen and laugh or cry - because you know you have either been there... or you are there right now.

Enjoy- and happy Friday... it won't be like this forever. :)

Doctors - Ugh!

2010-08-24T17:49:00.000-07:00

I had a regular OB appointment today. I am at the stage where I'm going every 2 weeks. After having two babies with the same doctor I am pretty familiar with the routine and also his personality, which - if you know my doctor - you definitely need to understand. :) Right, Heather?

So I go in for a regular check up. He draws blood - normal for appt. at 34 weeks - does the normal weigh in and blood pressure check. He has one more exam to do - and this one is a bit more than to check the heart beat - but as he is checking the heart beat he has a hard time finding one. Now while laying on a less than comfortable table - on my back - definitely the last position I want to be in - besides laying on my stomach at 34 weeks pregnant - he shows a bit of concern... then moves the doppler thingy to a different side of my swollen stomach. I guess he hears it... but I didn't hear it - as clear as I would have liked anyway. Then - my dear doctor starts to poke on opposing ends of my stomach... and I jokingly reply, "Hopefully, this isn't an indicator of his lack of compliance later in life." trying to bring a bit of levity to the situation. If you know my doctor - levity doesn't go a long way. He says, "No, it may be an indicator of something else. We're going to do an ultrasound." Of course, he doesn't tell me what the "something else" may be. So this momma tries not to think of the things that could be wrong. He finishes the routine part of the exam and then turns on the ultrasound machine - and of course, we have to wait for it to warm up. He finally clues me in to what he is suspecting... the baby is not head down - meaning I may be looking at a C-section.

This alone made me a little teary-eyed - having had two babies delivered the "normal way." Immediately, the "what - ifs" started penetrating my head. Remembering that Jesus was in the room with me right at that very moment... knowing my anxious thoughts... I began to pray. The doctor came back in and did the ultrasound... while STANDING RIGHT BETWEEN ME AND THE SCREEN - UGH! I was unable to see anything. Apparently, I guess everything is normal. I guess the baby is in the right position for a normal birth... he (the doctor) didn't say anything remarkable - or otherwise. What this momma needed to hear was a reassuring - "Oh, everything's fine... your baby looks healthy and wonderful." Because let me tell you... the anxiety had planted itself and was taking root... right there. All the way home I was thinking.. if there was something wrong - surely, he would've sent me to the hospital, right? He wouldn't have released me to go, right?

Here I sit - with two weeks until my next appointment. Two weeks until I get to hear that sweet little beat again. It's almost too long. Being in anxious mode... after picking up the kids I trekked to Target to get a prescription filled. I stopped by my favorite watering hole and got a Dr. Pepper - just to make the baby good and jumpy - to ease my worries somewhat... I figure if he's moving around in there - I know he must be okay. :)

For You formed my inward parts;
         You wove me in my mother's womb.
    I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
         Wonderful are Your works,
         And my soul knows it very well.
    My frame was not hidden from You,
         When I was made in secret,
         And skillfully wrought in the depths of the earth;
    Your eyes have seen my unformed substance;
         And in Your book were all written
         The days that were ordained for me,
         When as yet there was not one of them.
    How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
         How vast is the sum of them!

Psalm 139:13-17

1000 Gifts: Beginnings and ends

2010-08-23T04:53:00.000-07:00

Many things happened this week... I lost an aunt to cancer, we started school again, we completed a project, our refrigerator went out, friends visited who now live in PA, I chatted with my best friend regarding a crisis in her home, plus a variety of other activities. The ONE constant throughout the entire week has been Jesus. He is always there - helping, encouraging, praying, providing, loving, protecting, and more. For Him I am eternally grateful... and for all that He provides - I give thanks.

481. The homegoing of a sweet aunt - a sister in the Lord.

482. new books lining the table for planning

483. the excitement of my boys - "Can we start school now mommy?"

484. the first week completed

485. seeing old friends and falling right back into relationship - like time and distance hadn't even happened.

486. thunderstorms in the early morning hours

487. six weeks until a new baby boy

488. the sweet realization that God knows my baby boy's name, even now, before we have it figured out.

489. sweet fellowship of Bible Study

490. a visit to Gramma and Grampa's on a Sunday evening for pizza and laughter

491. rest

492. Fridays - designated as project days, field trip days, and fun days for school learning.

493. seeing friends - gone all summer - back to fellowship with us again. :)

494. My mother's reminder from my childhood - "The crickets are chirping... it's time for school!"

Homeschooling: Our first project for 2010

2010-08-20T10:16:00.000-07:00

This year we are starting to use a new curriculum. At the advice of a few friends who also really have enjoyed these treasures - we are using Story of the World - the Ancients - for History and much of our literature this year. School is still only Monday through Thursday which leaves Friday open for field trips, adventures, and extra fun stuff not normally done throughout the week.

Today included our first fun extra thing that was an idea in the planning guide. Since we are studying the Ancients, along with the Bible (being our most important resource), we had a "dirty dig" today. Earlier in the week we learned about nomads and how they became farmers. We also learned about archaeologists and what they study. So my boys went treasure hunting in the sandbox out back, just like archaeologists, to find various things that would be considered important in our culture that were buried there by years upon years of time - sands covering these items due fierce weather and harsh conditions... maybe even a volcano or two... okay - I just covered them up in the sandbox... but the kids had a ball. They found coins, play tools, a play cell phone -( in a plastic baggie - so it would still work later), pictures of an ipod, a tv, a computer, a few pencils, a few cars, a radio, and a few other things.

They had a blast! They loved finding hidden things. They had so much fun that they stayed out for about an hour in the middle of the noonday heat just to bury and dig again! Thankfully, our sandbox came equipped with an umbrella!

So school is off to a tremendous start. I can't wait to see what else we'll learn this year!

1000 gifts: the last days of summer

2010-08-16T05:28:00.000-07:00

Getting back from visiting family - we have a whole bunch of new memories. The Lord blessed us beyond measure, once again. I thank Him for His goodness to us.

465. splashing around with cousins at the park

466. time with my mom

467. afternoon naps for even big kids

468. daddy having the opportunity to spend a ton of time with his boys

469. an anticipated fishing trip for new fishermen - and the first catch

470. the determination of a 6 year old

471. seeing my sister train and succeed beyond her imagination

472. rain storms

473. bowling with little ones, trips to the zoo, time with the ones you love

474. playing in the front yard...lazy days of summer

475. glasses created at a local fav where kids eat free

476. grace - provided my Heavenly Father

477. a beautiful drive

478. seeing extended family... some for maybe the last time this side of heaven

479. getting back home and sleeping hard in my own bed

480. the hard adjustment of getting back to reality of life - the building of character

Obedience and Results

2010-08-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

He has made everything beautiful in His time. Ecc 3:11

Today I am adjusting. I am adjusting to reality after a 10 day "break" visiting family in Ohio. As much as this wasn't the idealistic vacation sipping drinks on the beach under an umbrella while the waves gently broke on the sand - it was time with family, laughter, watching kids play, naps, more laughter, and just being together.

I always seem to have a hard time getting back into the swing. There is always so much energy in getting ready for the trip. Then during the trip - the ability to relax and enjoy each other. My boys were almost always occupied in play with my sister's kids - or we were on an adventure of some sort. Just the change of scenery and temperatures were a real treat.

But now it's back to reality. Back to planning for school that starts next week for us. Back to getting ready for a baby boy due in just a few weeks. Back to Jeremy being at work until 6 in the evening. Back to planning dinner, making dinner, and cleaning up after dinner. All the mundane things that can get a mom down - it can lead to trudgery.

BUT GOD.

Those two words change a life. They change the story. They changed the world. They have changed me. Those small two words are so powerful.

Today, while reading my Proverbs 31 devotion the writer discussed how God used her to create something huge. She said something very powerful - the words jumped off of the screen and stuck in my heart - "My job was obedience. God's job is results."

Last week on our vacation I had a hard time. (Mom - if you're reading this don't freak out. :) ) I felt bummed because a certain person in our family was doing a huge thing. A thing that was brand new to her and she succeeded TREMENDOUSLY!!! She made her mark. She did so much more than she set out to accomplish. I was and am so proud of her. However, I got lost in the pity party of self... not seeing my life as having much importance. I was bummed about not having time to exercise like I want to. I was bummed about not having the funds to go to a gym. I was bummed about not having a significant accomplishment in my 30s (which I might add, are quickly slipping away). I was bummed about not getting words of affirmation.

Then I was so gently reminded by my Heavenly Father - with a whisper in my heart - that I was doing what He wanted me to do. I was right where He wanted me. He has blessed me with so much. My striving and my selfish pity party were clouding my focus and my purpose. All I am supposed to be concerned with is that I am being obedient to what God has for me. God's job is the results. And His results will bring Him glory. If I receive blessings along the way - that is the cream. But I have to step back and reassess my goals. Are my goals to be in the best shape of my life (not that that is a bad thing to strive after) - or is my goal to make sure that my kids are trained in the fear and admonition of the Lord? Is my goal to keep up with the Jones' in having the newest stuff or do the most popular thing, or is my goal to model contentedness in every situation I am because I have been blessed by God. Is my goal earthly accomplishments and accolades, or is my goal heavenly focused? Is my goal human words of affirmation, or is my goal "well done, my good and faithful servant?"

My ego is so much less important that God's glory. My purpose for living is to bring Him glory. And right now He receives glory when I am a mother cleaning up after a mess, or washing, drying and putting away laundry with the right attitude. He receives glory when I seek His face in the big things and little things. He receives glory when I obey Him. My job is obedience. His job is the results.

Dinner with a Spiritual Giant

2010-07-28T05:54:00.000-07:00

We invited a friend over for dinner last night...a friend who has been in the midst of a storm for a while now... I'm talking years. Every time I hear her speak I am utterly amazed and dumbfounded. She has dealt with infidelity more than once, divorce, the pain of her boys hurting, death, ridicule, false accusations, court issues calling her an unfit mother, and just all around ugliness that is almost laughable. But what is so different about my friend?

I know that by her nature she would be embarrassed by this post of her... because she knows. She knows and believes with all her heart that it's NOT her! You see, she has Jesus Christ as her Savior. She has the Holy Spirit dwelling inside her - enabling her to make good decisions - and what's even better is that she "plugs in" to that power. She is in the Word DAILY! She is on her knees DAILY! Her words are seasoned with love, grace, and mercy that could only be supplied by God's divine love and character. She is salt and light in a dark world. I've witnessed her loving her enemies and doing good to those who persecute her. I have heard her give all praise and glory to GOD in everything that has happened in her life... both good and bad. She. is. AMAZING. She is a testimony - not only to those who don't know the LORD... but also, to me and to many like me who love the LORD. She is an encouragement just by observing her and hearing her display God's grace and mercy. WOW!

As the waves rise about her and the hurricane force winds begin to blow... she gets on her knees and faces the storm - not cowering - but confident - in her LORD JESUS to bring about good for her through all of this that He may be glorified. And that is all she wants. His Glory! WOW!

As I live through my days... may I remember the lifestyle of this spiritual giant - and display more grace, more love, and more mercy... that I may bring glory to my Savior!

1000 Gifts: God's Fingerprints on my day

2010-07-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

The unthankful heart... discovers no mercies; but let the thankful heart sweep through the day and, as the magnet finds the iron, so it will find, in every hour, some heavenly blessings!

~Henry Ward Beecher

451. Air conditioning in two consecutive days of 105 degree temperatures.

452. The generosity of my in-laws allowing us to crash their Sunday evening quiet to get a change of scenery.

453. Garden fresh tomatoes - gifts from strangers

454. Praying for God to open my eyes to reveal His fingerprints on my day --- and Him blessing the request abundantly.

455. A kiss on my ever growing tummy from my 3 year old - for his baby brother

456. quiet time

457. preparing for a long trip to see family

458. the privilege to pray for another

459. the roll of thunder and flash of lightening bringing cooling rains to the area

460. two boys recalling their Sunday School stories for us... wanting to be like the Good Samaritan

461. the challenge of a 6 year old - asking questions in innocence - seeing Holy Spirit working on his heart

462. contentment

463. great consignment finds

464. a free drink from my favorite fast food restaurant - because they were out of what I wanted

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

I Thessalonians 5: 16-18

1000 Gifts: Blessings

2010-07-19T06:01:00.000-07:00

He is a wise man who does not grieve for the things which he has not, but rejoices for those which he has.
-- Epictetus

436. Older son at swim practice - younger son running around with Dad - chasing, laughing, tickling... sounds of delight

437. A brief rain shower during a hot summer day... lasting only minutes, but reminding me that heat and humidity won't last forever.

438. A boy's new adventure coming to an end - but a huge improvement with every. single. race.

439. silly mismatched flip flops

440. An opportunity to teach, discover, and be blessed by a child - a learning experience for this teacher.

441. health

442. the generosity of the faithful...free tickets to dinner and a baseball game for our family.

443. "Be still, and know that I AM God." Psalm 46:10

444. an ever growing tummy - moving on it's own... signs of life inside.

445. another name search

446. "mommy, can you read this book to me?"

447. an older brother offering and reading to the younger - quiet time together - just two brothers

448. new friends made at the pool

449. finding enjoyment in a new sport

450. a silly red tongue and a treat at the meet.

Be thankful.

1000 Gifts: Just What is Needed

2010-07-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to which also you were called in one body; and be thankful.

Colossians 3:15

423. God's perfect provision... a testimony of friends who have received exactly what was needed when it was needed... remembering that God loves us and supplies our every need.

424. "every decision I make being a journey of submission to the Holy Spirit" (Eric Thomas)

425. my swimmer improving his times

426. a sweet 3 year old ecstatic at finding his momma's precious Bible

427. free Chick-fil-A and friends who dress up like cows with us to get it

428. tag team kidsitting

429. my Chops - asking daily to see my tummy - then hugging and kissing his baby brother still inside

430. pancake Friday mornings

431. the undeserving grace of God - really understanding what I deserve verses all of the blessings I'm given... including eternal life!

432. salvation

433. raindrops

434. thunder in the distance rolling ever closer

435. the LORD's day - a fresh start, a new beginning... a chance to start again - God's grace forever

Our Summer Adventure Continues-With Video!!!

2010-07-08T17:33:00.000-07:00

What could be more exciting than winning the lottery? Yep, you guessed it... watching my Olympic hopeful for the 2020 games swim and IMPROVE in his meets. We had another meet last Saturday, July 3rd, and then our first home meet last night. Yes, our meet started at 5pm... which was a great time to start yesterday... seeing as it was 99 degrees here with climbing humidity. So by 5 pm a breeze was at least blowing, and we were off to our pool.

So rather than go through every detail I will leave you with some pictures and time results. :) Let's get right to the nitty gritty. At last Saturday's meet the Monkster improved his time for freestyle by 10 seconds... however his backstroke suffered and his final time was 8 seconds more than his seed time. Well Wednesday, my boy came. to. swim. He came in first in his heat for 25M freestyle (fourth overall) , and first in his heat in 25 M backstroke (unsure of the final) . He also came in fourth in the 100M 6 and under mixed relay (boys and girls) , and also swam the boys 100 M 10 and under relay. He ROCKED! Okay, I'm a little biased being his mom... but oh how he has improved in the short time that he has been doing this.

Here are times - just in case you are interested. :) Of course, you are interested... who wouldn't be? Hee Hee.

25M Free Seed time 39.46 Final 33.94

100M Mixed 6 and Under 3:28.54 3:21.65

the other two events weren't posted by the time we left... so these were the only ones that are accurately written down. His backstroke went from 49.45 sec (seed time) to 41. something (final). I can't wait to see what next Wednesday brings. It's our last meet for the season before divisionals... and it's at home again.

team cheers!

Pull for my Monkey - I'm going to have to change his nickname from Monkey to something aquatic.... we'll have to think on that one. :)

And one last thing... video... enjoy!!!! And pardon the screaming momma in the background... someone needs to put a leash on that woman.

Fireflies in December = GREAT READ

2010-07-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

I don't often put books on my blog... except for the ones I plan on reading throughout the year... and as you can see on my sidebar... I'm not reading as fast as I would like to be. My time right now does not easily lend itself to reading for enjoyment, information, or otherwise. I have the normal mom struggles of getting the house clean for longer than 2 seconds, keeping my two boys in line, and keeping up with everything else that's going on all while being now 27 weeks pregnant. Unfortunately, mom time - reading- usually gets pushed to the bottom of the to do list.

However... I finally got back into reading this summer and have taken myself through a few novels just for my enjoyment. I think, at this point, I've finished four - four books just for me... an escape of sorts, from the everyday things that a mom has to deal with... laundry, cleaning, dishes, planning and making dinner, etc.

The one I just finished I REALLY enjoyed. Entitled Fireflies in December - the story is about a young girl, Jessilyn, who lives in a small town in Virginia in the early 1930s. It's about a stand, a struggle, and doing what's right - no matter the cost. Excellent book! I would recommend stopping by the library and picking it up. You can get a more in depth synopsis of it at one of my favorite sites, She Reads - just scroll down and you'll see it along with some of the other books on my "to read" book list. You can also access the She Reads website by checking out the sidebar - a link provided just for you. I've found it to be a great way to find some great books.

So jump on your computer, go to your local library's website, and put a reserve in for Fireflies in December. You'll be glad you did.

1000 Gifts: A Celebration of Freedoms

2010-07-05T08:03:00.000-07:00

Today we are a day past our country's birthday... a Declaration written 234 years ago... speaking truth and declaring our country to be standing firm on beliefs, decisions, and morals that have stood the test of time and continue to do so - allowing us freedoms to gather to worship, express our ideas, protect ourselves, make a living, and thrive peaceably.

It is for these freedoms that I am thankful.

413. A celebration of worship outside - gathering 4 services, 2 campuses, and 3 congregations - uniting together to praise our Creator!

(photo by Steve Harper)

(Photo by Dave Polston)

(photo by Dave Polston)

414. The privilege and freedom to pray - requesting healing, peace, favor, forgiveness

415. Patriotic hymns filling the air - reminding us of the sacrifice of men and women who have and are giving their lives for the freedoms we enjoy.

(photo by Dave Polston)

416. Men and women, standing proudly as their branch of service hymns are sung - their standing representing years of service

417. The Stars and Stripes - lining streets and houses

(Photo by Dave Polston)

418. The striving of many to keep the rights that our forefathers intended for all citizens in place.

419. Gathering for lunch - the kindness of a friend - our families drawn together by hardship and challenge

420. Standing on God's promise in Romans 8:28 that ALL things work together FOR GOOD to those who love God and are called according to His purpose - even in the midst of a friend's depression

421. Holding a child - not my own - comforting a sweet boy - telling him how much we love him and his family - while men kneel to pray over situations at hand

(Photo by Dave Polston)

422. The body of CHRIST - coming together - to work as a body... loving God, loving others, and living the mission.

America The Beautiful
Words by Katharine Lee Bates

O beautiful for spacious skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
About the fruited plain!
America! America!
God shed His grace on thee
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea!

O beautiful for patriot dream
That sees beyond the years
Thine alabaster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears!
America! America!
God shed His grace on thee
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea!

A New Adventure

2010-06-28T14:49:00.000-07:00

This summer we started a new adventure - swim team. We have several friends whose kids do swim team. Of course, two years ago we were glued to the tv watching Michael Phelps take home the record medals in all of his events. And the Monkster has always loved the water. When he was four years old he jumped off of the diving board (both low and high dives), and at 6 he swims like a fish.

So we decided to dive in (pardon the pun) and try it out for ourselves. We started with practices in May and had our first experience with a meet this past Saturday. It was totally chaotic, but fun. I had no idea what I was doing in helping him check in for races, of which he was scheduled for 3 but ended up swimming 4! We met some great new folks whose kids are also pretty new to swim team that we "tagged" along with. Pretty soon I was in the flow of what to do and where to go.

Monkey swam the 25m free, 25m back, (both 6 and under) , then swam the 8 and under 100m relay, and the 10 and under 100m relay - both relays didn't go so well for our team. Of the four who swam in the 10 and under relay - 3 were 6 years old and 1 was 5 years old. Needless to say, they didn't win the race - but they swam against the big dogs, and they finished with HEART!

The highlight of Monkey's day was coming from behind to win his heat in the 25 M backstroke! Way to go! He earned a point for his team by coming in fourth overall. I was so proud I was tingling - or maybe it was the heat - probably both! As a matter of fact, it was so hot that I almost past out... not good for an expectant momma - but I drank tons of water, tried to stay in the shade, and only came out when the Monkeyman had a race. Whew! By 12:30 pm we were in the AC in the van and headed home to tell Dad and Chopsy all about our day.

So expect to see many more swimming pictures for the next few weeks.

(our races)

(relaxing before the meet starts)

25m freestyle

(coming from behind in the 25 m backstroke to win the heat!)

(100m relay)

(kinda fuzzy - but the stamp he got for taking first in his heat for the 25 m back)

1000 Gifts: God's Wonderful Creation

2010-06-28T12:36:00.000-07:00

I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Wonderful are Your works,
And my soul knows it very well.

Psalm 139:14

0399. my eyes opening to the breaking of a new day

0400. Vacation Bible School

0401. Helping Hands helping special friends

0402. a full weekend and our first swim meet

0403. a determined boy - swimming his heart out - and doing well

0404. new friends

0405. the precious lending of a copy of Scripture by a friend to another who has misplaced hers

0406. encouragement

0407. God's provision of peace for an overwhelming mom

0408. the cleansingness of tears

0409. air conditioning

0410. a toothless boy

0411. celebrating 11 years of marriage to my best friend and husband... has it really been 11 years... looking forward to many, many more

0412. and the words to remind me in the delicate pages of Scripture that I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

1000 Gifts: Dads

2010-06-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

How incredible is it that the Lord gave us fathers as an earthly picture of Himself... flawed though it may be... He wanted us to understand how much He loves us. For this blessing of fathers - we give thanks.

388. Godly men who have been mentors, teachers, guides, and friends to our family.

389. my husband, their dad - king of tickle attacks, stories, horsey rides, and "man-town adventures"

390. him, being understanding of "boy stuff" because not that long ago he was one too

391. an evening swim at the pool to enjoy a special Dad's day

392. potty training - finally finished!!!!!

393. beginning the new adventure of swim team for our oldest

394. serving those having trouble - teaching my boys the attitude of a life of service - washing feet

395. a quick trip to a family wedding - Jeremy's granddad getting remarried at 80 something - nothing like an outdoor wedding on a farm

396. summer reading

397. My dad, always willing to help however he can, even though far away.

398. knowing that this time next year there will be another set of toes crawling around the house - a blessing from the Lord.

1000 Gifts: A Gift of Praise

2010-06-07T05:49:00.000-07:00

We praise Thee, O God, our Redeemer, Creator,
In grateful devotion our tribute we bring;
We lay it before Thee, we kneel and adore Thee,
We bless Thy holy Name, glad praises we sing.

375. Another year of life - celebrating God's blessing of the 8th anniversary of my 29th birthday.

376. A week of fun with my brother-in-law and his family... fun at the pool, a day at the beach, cookouts, stories, and laughs!

377. Finding out that God has blessed us with another boy!

378. The need for a new washer and dryer - and seeing God's almighty hand providing exactly what we need & a friend with a truck to help hubby go get it.

379. The technology to be in contact with far away loved ones instantly - through text, email, and other electronic media.

380. A picnic at the park with friends

381. An upcoming conference to learn more about teaching at home.

382. An evening thunderstorm.

383. A cool morning walk.

384. The wonderment of watching tadpoles become frogs - God's special design.

385. A certain child's stubborn independence... reminding me of how independent I can be - yet remembering in watching his stubbornness that I need to lean on Jesus - just as he needs to lean on his parents.

386. Our weekly worship gathering

387. God's perfect timing

Snips and Snails

2010-06-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

Well - we are embarking on a very familiar journey...the journey of little boys. We had our ultrasound last night and the result from the pictures was - Boy! There are many positives from this - I already have a ton of boy clothes and toys from the other two ahead of this little one... no weddings that we will have to pay for completely... carrying on the last name again... and less drama (?) :). However, there are downsides as well... the area around the toilet will be clean for only 5 minutes after I clean it....my grocery bill is going up exponentially... and boys are known for not calling their mommas or keeping in touch with them after growing up.

God ordained this little one to be a part of our family... He specifically chose us for this little one and chose this little one for us! How AWESOME is that to think on!!!! Nothing happens by chance, but it is all providentially ordered by the God of the Universe! The Lord has already established the number of this little one's days. He knows everything he will ever do in his life. He knows his first word, when he will get his first tooth, his first bump, etc. And even more - I know that the LORD loves him, even now, because my little boy continues to be knit by the Almighty Creator! My sweet little boy is being fearfully and wonderfully made! What a precious thought for this momma! I just can't wait to meet him!

Psalm 65

2010-06-02T19:30:00.000-07:00

There will be silence before You, and praise in Zion, O God,
         And to You the vow will be performed.
    O You who hear prayer,
         To You all men come.
    Iniquities prevail against me;
         As for our transgressions, You forgive them.
    How blessed is the one whom You choose and bring near to You
         To dwell in Your courts
         We will be satisfied with the goodness of Your house,
         Your holy temple.
    By awesome deeds You answer us in righteousness, O God of our salvation,
         You who are the trust of all the ends of the earth and of the farthest sea;

Who establishes the mountains by His strength,

Being girded with might;

    Who stills the roaring of the seas,
         The roaring of their waves,
         And the tumult of the peoples.
    They who dwell in the ends of the earth stand in awe of Your signs;
         You make the dawn and the sunset shout for joy.
    You visit the earth and cause it to overflow;
         You greatly enrich it;
         The stream of God is full of water;
         You prepare their grain, for thus You prepare the earth.
    You water its furrows abundantly,
         You settle its ridges,
         You soften it with showers,
         You bless its growth.
    You have crowned the year with Your bounty,
         And Your paths drip with fatness.
    The pastures of the wilderness drip,
         And the hills gird themselves with rejoicing.
    The meadows are clothed with flocks
         And the valleys are covered with grain;
         They shout for joy, yes, they sing.

Psalm 65

1000 Gifts: Mercies new every morning

2010-05-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

The LORD'S lovingkindnesses indeed never cease,
         For His compassions never fail.
    They are new every morning;
         Great is Your faithfulness.
    "The LORD is my portion," says my soul,
         "Therefore I have hope in Him."
    The LORD is good to those who wait for Him,
         To the person who seeks Him.

Lamentations 3:22-25

363. a hard pouring rain as we leave church - reminding me of the precious washing away of my sin

364. a son taking punishment for his brother - willingly - God's demonstration to us of what Jesus has done.

365. anticipation of seeing life and discovering how God has chosen to bless us

366. a fishing trip with dad - a morning of fun with friends - just a boy and his dad

367. a walk to get a donut - a mom and boy - spending time together - one-on-one

368. purchasing a pool membership - our "vacation" for the summer - and all of the fun it brings

369. an opportunity to go to a convention with a friend - after previously thinking I wasn't going.

370. laundry folded

371. Sunday afternoon naps

372. bills paid

373. trips to the library for new books

374. God's constant provisions

Great is Thy faithfulness

Oh God, My Father

There is no shadow of turning with Thee.

All I have needed Thy hand hast provided.

Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

God's Huge Lesson

2010-05-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a REALLY rough morning at our home. A power struggle ensued early and continued for a few hours between my oldest, his momma, and then his daddy. It caused my husband to go to work quite later than normal. It was one of those win and win decisively moments for my husband. After a while I grew tired of the battle and wondered if we should even be fighting it. There comes a point in dealing with children that you have to ask if the goal is to really win the battle or to focus on showing your child who God is by grace and mercy. Unfortunately, some times these things aren't clear or don't coincide because of our sinful nature in desiring to be right and be "the parent" or because we forget that we (the parents) are how our children learn who God is.

All while this struggle was going on I was questioning my abilities as a mom, fearing that my son would grow up to walk away from the LORD, reject his family, etc... all because of the struggle that was happening. Ugly words were said - 6 year old words - wishing his family away - wanting to be in control, just fueling my worries even more.

Then God decided to show us all His grace in a perfect picture of His Son through ours!

After this power struggle had settled with my oldest, his brother decided to be defiantly disobedient. Discipline would need to be delivered. Immediately, the older stepped in and said, "I don't want him to have to have punishment. I'll sit in time out in his place." And so he did. Whoa! What a picture of what Jesus did for us! He took the punishment in our place! My son showed me Jesus. He showed all of us a picture of Jesus. My husband explained to both boys that this is exactly what Jesus did for us when He died on the cross. Of course, this won't be allowed to happen all the time - but for one morning, when the struggle seemed so great, God turned the tables and showed us all a lesson.

1000 gifts: The Beginning of Unofficial Summer

2010-05-17T04:29:00.000-07:00

We have completed the first year of homeschooling in our house. What an accomplishment! Ironically, for this former teacher, I was intimidated by the idea of teaching my own children at home. But what fun it was - I loved watching both my boys learn, grow, and experience. Without faith and obedience I would have never had the blessing of staying at home to teach my blessings!

350. The official wrap up of the first year of school at home! Wahoo!!

351. Walking with a friend in the morning

352. Washing the feet of a family - by taking them dinner - serving them and glorifying Jesus

353. Hubby riding a bike to work

354. The chance to finally get my house thoroughly clean again.

355. Back to our Sunday evening ritual - time at the park after rest

356. Teaching our 6 year old to ride his bike without training wheels

357. A chat with my mom

358. Finally getting a novel read for my own enjoyment!

359. The rearrangement of our backyard - removal of a fence to make a bigger space

360. Being invited to the wedding of a former Sunday School student... blessings on both sides of teaching - before - the opportunity for relationship and teaching God's Word - now - being honored and remembered as we were invited to his special day.

361. Seeing young men and women we used to teach all grown up with families of their own.

362. The passage of time and the learning and growth that comes with it

For these and many others I give thanks!

Is your Jesus too small?

2010-05-11T18:18:00.000-07:00

I heard this question the other day. I was at Bible Study Fellowship, and it came up during lecture. I had to think a minute and ponder. Since that time the question has been on my heart.

Last week we FINALLY got into the resurrection of my sweet Jesus after studying His suffering and death on the cross for about 3 weeks. This was even after we actually celebrated Easter Sunday... which meant I had been pondering Jesus' sacrificial suffering and death for a month. It seemed a hard thing to do to concentrate on Jesus' betrayal, suffering, and death for a month... oh, how I was ready to move on... move on to the GLORIOUS RESURRECTION!!!!

But isn't that just how we operate? I know that I think about Jesus' suffering and death occasionally. I have to. My sins placed Him there. He paid the price for my sins! But a month? Really? Shameful, isn't it? I'm so ready to move on to the happy rejoicing of the resurrection that I have trouble focusing on Christ's death and resurrection for a month.

Now, back to the topic... the question at hand came up when Mary Magdalene was at Jesus' tomb... searching for His body, her plan was to continue covering it in spices since Nicodemus and Joseph of Arimathea didn't finish because of the Sabbath celebration to begin. So Mary was at the tomb... looking to serve her Lord the only way she knew how at the moment. Unrecognized, Jesus asks her why she is crying. Through her tears and utter grief she explains that she is looking for her Lord. Supposing Jesus is the gardener, she begs for His body willing to do anything to get it back.

Our lecturer noted that Mary's estimation of Jesus was too small. She didn't expect the Man standing in front of her to be Jesus, her RISEN LORD! She totally missed it. Whether through her tears she didn't see Him or her grief blinded her heart to the truth, Mary missed it. UNTIL! Jesus called her by name! All He had to say. was. her. name!

Praise God that He still calls us by name today! He is just. that. personal.

So the question remains... is your Jesus too small for what He desires to accomplish in you? Is He too small to rescue you from the pit? Is He too small to save your loved ones? Is He too small to care for your family?

If He isn't too small to raise the dead, or to heal the lame. If He isn't too small to feed 5,000 men or walk on water. If He isn't too small to resist temptation, even on the cross or to be RAISED. FROM. THE. DEAD. He isn't too small!

1000 gifts: Multitude Monday on Tuesday

2010-05-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

Being a Mom is what I've always wanted to do. Ever since I was a young girl I dreamed of being called Mom. After I was married it took us a long time to conceive. I went to my doctor and had all of the tests - but after God's timing I have two wonderful boys, and a special surprise on the way. Thank You, God for Your faithfulness to me... especially since I don't deserve Your blessings!

336. "Happy Mother's Day, Mom!"

337. "Mom, I'll try to obey you today, since it's Mother's Day."

338. My 3 year old - giving me a bouquet of straw flowers made in Sunday School, and asking for them back. (smile)

339. rocks for Mother's Day.

340. talking to some special moms - women who have shaped and mentored me... women of God

341. an evening for women - to celebrate how God made us

342. knowing that Almighty God can use me - even in the most difficult of situations - to bring glory to His name

343. the privilege of helping a friend

344. the mighty prayers of Godly women

345. making a cake for my Mother-in-law's birthday and going to enjoy it with her

346. a 20 minute nap to rest

347. knowing that my God shall supply all my need according to His riches and grace in Christ Jesus, my LORD!

348. my two special blessings, different personalities, different temperaments, same last name... woven in the image of God, born to bring Him glory - may it be so.

349. a prayer over a small gift for a friend who's lost EVERYTHING! - that the Lord would multiply it only as He can.

Am I that Sweet???

2010-05-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

Last week my BFF, Heather, nominated me for the Sugar Doll Award, an award for bloggers who make the lives of others sweeter. So Heather over at Goggles and Grace - one of the blogs I check daily, didn't just nominate me but chose me for this fun award.

This award does have some stipulation with it. The rules are as follows:

1. You must thank the person who gave you the award.

2. Name five bloggers who make your life a little sweeter.

3. Tell why you were given this award.

4. Tell the nominees why you are giving them this award.

So here goes.

Thanks, Heather - you have been with me through thick and thin for over 10 years now... we have almost gone through it all together. Joys, laughter, struggles, tears... God has definitely blessed me with a friend who is as close as a sister. She is my sister in Christ, and there is nothing that can separate that, right? Now, if you would only move back this way. :)

I was given this award - I think just because I'm best friends with Heather - she was the one who encouraged me to start blogging. I really didn't think that anyone would really care to read any of my stuff. So I looked at blogging as an online journal of my life... to celebrate joys, work through difficulties, and conquer challenges - so that when trouble comes, I can look back at God's faithfulness in bringing me through. He is always faithful. Seeing the memorial stones set up by way of blogging gives me courage and strength and joy for the journey.

I, like my friend, Heather, am only going to nominate one person for this award... my time is very limited. Because it is precious, I have only a few blogs that I read daily...so this chosey blog reader is going to give this award to my other favorite blog.

My other close friend, Amy, at The Lemonade Stand, is witty, artsy, and just says it like it is. I love her humor - she really needs to write a book about all of the simple things in life... cuz she could cause you to have daily cramps in your side just from reading her material. She blogs about family, school stuff from her daughter, and life. Her blog is one of my staples. Always good for a laugh, her blog is full of instruction on how to handle life's little irritations.

The awesome thing about Amy is that she is also my sister in Christ. Again - inseparable just because of the love of a Savior. I love how God does that - He takes strangers, makes them friends, and then knits them together even closer to be sisters. Awesome!

So Amy, thanks for making my life sweeter - and always giving me a reason to smile.

1000 Gifts: A busy week done

2010-05-03T05:09:00.000-07:00

The unthankful heart... discovers no mercies; but let the thankful heart sweep through the day and, as the magnet finds the iron, so it will find, in every hour, some heavenly blessings!

~Henry Ward Beecher

0324. Another year... another walk - to raise money and celebrate LIFE - only created by the LORD, Himself... and the mothers who chose life instead of the alternative!

0325. A son, a realization... deciding to walk for LIFE instead of choosing a bad attitude.

0326. A yummy treat

0327. A beautiful day

0328. The beach - a Bible study fellowship - for sun and sand - kids and adults, enjoying God's vast creation - the ocean whose waves hit the shore every 22 seconds - God's consistency

0329. Home again - kids bathed, a movie before bed after a full day of outside fun.

0330. The LORD's Day

0331. Continued healing

0332. Friends praying over a mutual sister, offering up prayers for her and her family

0333. A Sunday afternoon nap - much needed after a full weekend.

0334. Accountability - looking forward to a Monday morning phone call with a sweet sister :)

0335. Being woken up by the Lord on a Monday morning - His beckoning to meet with me - to show me what He desires for me to know from His word.

Give thanks to the LORD, for He is good; his love endures forever.

I Chronicles 16:34

1000 Gifts: Putting on the New Self

2010-04-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside still waters, He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.

Psalm 23:2-3

0313. A last minute getaway to my favorite oasis, a place in the mountains, to see my BFF and her parents.

0314. A three hour drive, alone in the car, listening to music, lectures, and quiet - to be alone with my thoughts.

0315. The surprise of a special treat taken to friends who have been without Bruster's ice cream because of distance.

0316. A husband willing to keep the boys at home and care for them so mom could get some rest.

0317. Hearing the words - strong and convicting though they may be - that insecurity and fear are unbelief.

0318. Commissioning each other - committing to one another and encouraging one another to be what God has intended us to be - (Love you, Heather!)

0319. "Mom, I'm so glad you're home! We missed you!"

0320. Another 5 year old boy, wanting to make the drive three hours, to come home with me - to see my boys and visit our home. :)

0321. The generosity of the Wagners - always willing to open their home to me and treat me like family - THANK YOU!

0322. New plants from an expert's garden -- generously given to brighten up our outside.

0323. A new resolve - remembering that I have been changed and bought with a price... and this time to start living like it again.

Ephesians 4:22-24
You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.